........

hmm..1 month and 16 days passed..
hahahahahahahaha..if you ask me how i feel during this period of time..
my answer is..gosh!cant describe..extremely sweet!!sink in happiness..hahahahaha..
within this month..quite many things had happen..
let me lagi sure that i should appreciate this cutie..haha..
this guy really worth it..

never got a guy that will care me so much..
never got a guy that will take me so important..
never got a guy that will know me more than i know myself..
never got a guy that will see eye to eye with all my opinion..
never got a guy that will be so blind cause of me..
never got a guy that will make me believe in forever..
gosh..he's so perfect..right?haha..
maybe others think that he's not perfect..or maybe will think he's a 海派少爷..
but for me..he's a good guy..a good bf.

about 1 month n 16 days ago..a guy told me that i shouldn't trust this guy..
told me that he wanna be with me for other bad purpose..
gosh!can you please review yourself before you tell me that?!
you are the cheapest guy,the most disgusting guy i ever met..
luckily i trust myself..trust him..
if not..i might lose my mr right..thank god..

o ya..cny is coming very very soon..wish you guys..
happy chinese new year..hope that this year will be fully filled with happiness..
haiz..can't join house visiting with friends..especially with you..
gosh!quite disappointed xia..hehe..
anyway..
happy happy chinese new year~~~roaring~~
miz me ya..whole week not around ne..tata~~

~wii~a brand new year~~2010~~

hmm..can't believe that the new year 2010 has came so fast.
hope that everyone will filled up your 2010 with happiness..

~~happy happy new year~~

15:15 27 december 2009

well well well..it starts my cow and grass story..
hahaha..my 4th story..hahahaha..
hmm..
i don't wanna care about those silly factors dy..
i just wanna do what's is my mind..what i want..what i feel..
wow..
quite immature hor?
can call me innocent?
hahaha..

whatever it is..i m not gonna care how others think about my story..i m not gonna care what they 'advise' me..
this is my choice..and i m very confident that my choice is definitely a good choice..
well..
thanks for you guys' wishes..
i'll put much effort to maintain our relationship..
hope that this time i wouldn't get hurt again..
i am confident to you o..hahahaha..

oh god!

fine..what?!!!overweight gals are the latest trend?!!
oh god..
it's not funny at all..it's insulting..it's irritating..

why suddenly wanna mess up my peaceful life?
finally..i could recover..completely recover..
wanna be a tougher jessie chin de..
why wanna mess up my mind again?
goodness!

mr A..erm..i guess you are the guy i want..but..few factors make me hard to decide..i'm not confident..oh god..feel myself so helpless..haiz..

mr B..erm..if last 2 week you told me that..i might accept..but..i'm sorry..
maybe..we are not the right person for each other..

mr C..hey..i cant believe that we play till got fire o..
are you serious?erm..but sorry..i guess i already found..so..we r bro and sis..miss you o..haha..

hmm..guys..dun curious dy..i think what i said just now already very obvious..hope my 4th story won't end up like last few time..hahaha..oh ya..i think somebody have misunderstand me..i didn't cheat..ya..i admit..at the beginning..no..but after few weeks..really got..try to think..if dun have at all..i won't get hurt so bad..

wow wow..so emo recently..hahaha..
hope every love story can end up with a 'happily ever after' style de ending..
having headache now..gonna go le..toddless..tata..

hahahaha..

well well..
dunno how to say..
1st time in my life..
i feel like wanna commit suicide..
serious..
hahahaha..
dun worry..
who i am?
i am jessie chin man!!
sure will be more tough to get over it de..
hahaha..

i just wanna know which 1 is the truth..
so confusing..
are u cheating?
fine..
i wanna stop thinking bout this..
my mind and my life really got messed up dy..
congratulation..

hmm..i think..
i choose to believe you..
well..thanx..
thanx for this 2 months of sweet memories..
the memories will stay in my mind vividly..

o ya..
bout choir national level last week..
not much things that i wanna comment about..
haiz..
maybe bcouz those few days i was in bad mood..
but anyway..i enjoy the kuantan trip..hahaha..
thanx mike 4 your psp.. hahaha..
thanx mag,qx n kai ting 4 accompanying me..
thanx thanx..

hey..
what team?
tbs..
what team?
tbs..
we got no 12th man!!

the 1st and the last

wow..
it is the 1st time and memang the last time..
hmm..
finally got the highest achievement in my secondary school life..
hahaha..
the champion in state level choir competition ne..
though it was not in pesta music de..
haha..

gonna represent ns go national level o..
hahaha..
6,7,8 of november..in kuantan..
hahaha..
but guys..
sorry o..
can't join the practices..

hmm..
sharing photos..
haiz..
so few only..
wit xuan and mag
wit vinod
wit fashihah
wit f1 gals
wit 'goodbye my love's bf
wit dean..after begging..
wit little boy
mag n fashihah
xuan n fashihah
wit mike o..but not
finally our trophy..
and..rm2500..hahaha..
o ya..
happy belated bday mag..muackx..

2nd week of trial

hmm..
hahahaha..
as usual..busy studying for exam..
but didn't put much effort pun..hahaha..whatever..
i still not regret at all..hahahaha..
heard friends said:"no mood study pun"..
totally agree man!dunno y..very xian diao dy..
nevermind la..at least we had tried our very very best..
keep on fighting ya!!jia you!!!!

did you realise that i had typed out so many 'hahaha'???
hahahaha..
hey friends..did you guys realise that i am quite bubbly recently??
tat day 1 friend ask me why i look so bubbly recently?am i aiming for somebody?
hmm..
what should i answer?
hmm..
05/09/2009 had become an important for me..