lost a very important friend

till now..still can't accept..haiz..
charissa really went back 2 heaven dy..
may she rest in peace..

since 10th (good friday),my mind fully filled with the memories with her..
i thought i just got shock when i got the bad news..but..but..i can't even smile when i read kang's blog..this kira quite a big problem dy..
but then the memories non-stop calling back in my mind..then only i realise she's an important for me..haiz..too late dy..

pn tan told me she met an accident tat friday morning when i took the scores from her..my god..
suddenly i sensed that this time..really quite serious..i tried not 2think too much..i prayed..just prayed..prayed that she could go through it..after bout 1 hr..my mum phoned me..told me that she had went back 2 heaven..so shocking..so unbelievable..so so so..(undescribeable)

my god..since that 3pm..my mood..down till...............
i lost a friend just like that..
as i know..she was certified at 3pm..jesus also rise at 3 pm..i think God has His own will 2 bring her 2 His arm..well..actually..i think i believe in God..

attended her burid funeral tis afternoon..paid my last respect 2 our loving charissa..
when her mum shouted her great love 2 her..tears burst out..tried 2 control myself..
when her coffin passed in front of me..oh god..charissa really left us..cried..non-stopped crying..
the journey seems to be so short..i wanted 2 accompany her somemore..

hannah told me that she wanted 2 go and see our choir competition..oh god..
charissa..i'll try my best 2 lead them..i'll try my best not 2 let u dissappointed..
4 charissa..we'll win for charissa!!

charissa had rest in peace..we still need 2 go on with life..
hope that her family will feel better very soon..
till we meet again..charissa..miss you always..